Today, I give up the struggle. It is one of those pivotal moments, I know. It is a series of pivotal moments that have been experienced over several days culminating a lifetime in which to give up all I know.
Today, I am willing to give up everything except my children. I am willing to walk away from all that I know and all that I have been, so that the new can flow to me easily. I give up the need to have the answer, the need to fix, the need to comfort, the need to be anything other than me. I am enough. If I never wrote again, I am still enough. If I never worked again, I am still enough. If I never helped again, I am still enough. I give it all up.
Me being is help. Me owning what I know is true is my service. It is no longer my job to convince or prove who I am or what I am capable of. I love you all the same whether you agree with me or not. This is my gift. This is your gift. I am me. You are you. Anything else is BS. You are worthy for no other reason than being you. I am worthy for being me.
Today, I do whatever I feel called to do. I no longer live according to what I feel I should do. I give that up. That is me trying to do what I've known for too long, trying to please others. So much of my life is beautiful and working fabulously -- but, I give it up in the name of ease and joy and love. This is what I bring to you -- it isn't what I know, who I know or what I say. Giving up the struggle is my gift, and together we witness what unfolds in its wake. Struggle and strife doesn't make us more worthy -- just keeps away what we already are -- blissed out spiritual beings who get to enjoy this physical life with pure joy.
Give up the struggle and just be. I know your worth. I know mine. I know you do too.